the troubles

the troubl;es matter keep stunning on my heart...

I really don't know whAT should I do....

I think I just have to go on with my life...

When I think the past again I feel very regretful...

I just let the time gone...Even I want to say I do not say because of my shy....

Now,I can't go back and make the time happen again...

If I can make the time happen again...I will say to you what inside of my heart....

It is very ashame when the girl say the word I l**e you...

But I will use my all strength to say oit to you....

It better than waiting for you so many years...

I have feel how much pain keep waiting for you...

But,now What can I do?I think it just too late...

I have to keep my life go on...

I want to dedicate to you this song because I think it just sing our situation...

"Di Saat aku mulai mencintaimu"

You want to know why?

Because In the past you show me your l**e but I just give you ignorance...

I don't know what is l**e....

When you are not here and too many year pass by...

Now I know my h*a*t l**e you....

I think it's too late....

Of course you cannot keep your l**e just for me....

But it's not your fault if you cannot keep your l**e just for me....

Because it's destiny....

Everyday I try to accept it...

And now I can accept it...

I just want you not come again in my life and make me this way again...

If you want to go...go forever....

It's better....