To fear at my own mistakes....

Is it true that I could fear at my own mistakes?

I don't sure for that...

I suppose to always be strong....

However or whatever happen....

But now,for this moment,for this mistakes...

I feel fear of that...

I have to make sure I brave enough to accept my own mistakes...

It is the only choice...

If not,I will go on with my miserable life...

Why everyone have their own reason to make me feel very weak?

I think they must think for many question of my weakness...

So,what I suppose to do is make every answer of my own strength...

Everyone see my weakness...

So,who will see my strength?if not me....

I am me....

you can create every answer....

But I will not give up to create their answer....

Everthing does happen....

I will never change my past....

But I can change today and tomorrow....

You will never make me down without my permission....

I will never give anyone even a chance to make me fall.....

I stood up with my own leg...

Even you push me down I will also stand with my own leg...

I will never fall or use your leg.....

you can think everything about me....

but,you don't know me....

I know myself...

thanks for the good and bad advise....

How to make a choice....

when two choice come at the same time....

So,what is the best choice.....

When both of the choice have the benefit and disadvantage.....

Sometimes I made the wrong decision that I think it will effect my life....

But,I wrong.....

The false decision made me become more merched....

It make me become a person who is not fear with failure....

Sometimes I also make the correct decision...

But sometimes it make me wanted to happen again all the situation of the correct decision...

But,when time passed,it can't be payed....

What can I do is just do the correction for this day...

make yesterday as a memory and lesson...

and think tomorrow for next decision....

Accept what we get....

I am me

You can't be me....

I am myself...

I also can't be you because this is my real life....

We have to be ourself....

I am still love my life even too many mistakes,troubles and sadness happen in my life...

Get along the life even too many bad things I can't forget it...

That the only choice....

I am not perfect at all....

Everything happen because of reason...

I don't care if I fail by being myself...

but,I care enough if  I'm win in somebody self....

I don't know why everyone cannot accept someone thatkind to them...

But they can accept someone that have been bad enough to them...

Are they blind?

I also don't understand why they follow their badmood even there have a person that try to make the happiness day for them... ..Are they can't appreciate everything that they have today??

Everything will go....

And one day their eyes will open and they can look to the things that they have miss....

The thing will never come back once again for them...

It just one chances that we forget to appreciate....

I just hope their eyes will be threaten after blindness one day....

my heart full

I don't need someone like you okay....

You just something that bother my life...

How could I give trust to someone who already I know that the someone that do not have any loyal...?

Of coarse I will not trust someone like you....

You think you are everything...

But I am very sure that you just nothing okay!!!

To lie to someone is just to fool someone...

But you wrong enough because you just fool yourself with your acting...

I think that you can be a good actor okay....

My heart is full enough...

I am very sure that I forget to keep some space in my heart for you....

You will never get any inch of space  in my heart

 I will not let it happen...

You can go now!!!

I don't care at all...

You can't give me any reason to make you stay...

So,the choice is just go away!!!

You will never make me to change my heart...

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