Now I realize

Now I realize that some people can stay in my heart but not in my life....

It look so hard to forget the people who create a very strong memory in my mind...

If one day I have lost my mind...I do not want to forget one thing....

Not the star,school,ambition or anything....

I just want to remember the moment you create for me...

I can learn again and again to make ambition,to the school learning,and so many things...

But I can flash back and make you create again the moment...

It won't happen...

the memory is in my heart 4 eva....

the rules of life that I have learn

1.If I do not go after what I want,I'll never have it....

2.If I do not ask,the answer will always be no...

3.If I do not step forward,I will always be in the same place...

4.Anyone can make me happy by doing something special.But only someone can make me happy without doing anything....

Life is sometimes be very miserable...but what I know is life must go on....

Broken Heart

What you will feel if your heart have been broken more than 5 times?

You will smile?

You will happy or you will scare of yourself...?

first time my heart is broken it's okay mean that is just a small matter...

But when it has been broken more than 5 times...

I have to still learn how to hope?

Or make sure that all my hope is gone already....?

I don't know what to do actually...

I will wait for the chance....

Sometimes to do it to the other people is a very wrong answer....

I don't want to do it like that....

But sometimes it will be the only choice....

All of you can see smile on my face...

But all of you don't know what I feel inside...

It is very2 worst...

And I sure you don't want to feel it...

Better all of you don't know the pain than know and try to feel the pain...

Sometimes the silent people keep 100 secret and when they smile it keeps 1000 secret...

I can fix again my heart when it have been broken but I'm sure that it cannot be perfect like the first time...

Time to change

I think I have gone too far away from my purpose of life....

What I need is come back to the beginning of my purpose...

I think I have sleep too much...

And now it's time to wake up of all my ilusion dream that not give me anything...

I have to work hard for everything...

Yes,of course I like to day dreaming....

but I want to work hard to cover all my dream to come true....

I think it's time to change all about me right now....!

my dream

Not all dream comes true....

But,I believe that every hope can be true if we struggle to get it...

Nothing easy to get...

What I know that I have to struggling to get the dream...

I want my dream comes true...

But not all....

Because sometimes our dream can make problem to us...

Accept everything because it's the best for us....

hopes come

Sometimes I just have to make some people we love go....

Not because I never care about them...

I care more than they know...

But sometimes letting go i the only option to do...

I let them go but not go from my heart...

They will always be there...

Sometimes I want to make them go from my heart because it always make my emotion unstable..

but,I can't let them go from my heart...'

I don't know why....

At last,I find out that maybe it should be in my heart if it can't be gone....

The destiny will make we meet again not today but the other day...

We same or not it doesn't a matter...

At last we meet again...that's the matter....

I want to be with who need me

I only want to be with who need me...

I will help them as much as I could...

Fix their problem,make them learn lesson of life and make them happy...

I will be with them until they start not need me...

Then,in that situation I have to leave them just like the other people...

I will go to people who need me...

Why I have to be sad when someone unneed me?

Because they are the other one who need me more...

better be alone...

better be with no one than be with the wrong one...

I think that's right...

I want to be alone....

That's what I try to find....

Be with true one or be with no one...

I want to be with true one not wrong one....

ready to fight problem

I want to be ready to fight problem and not like before...

I run from the problem and the problem chase me...

Now,it's time for me to fight the problem even how big the problem are...

I will fight the problem but not all sometimes I just need to fix it to be okay...

SO,I will be ready NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lose bestfriend

I don't know why I have to lose my best friend...

I have to lose every bestfriend because it is my destiny...

What can I do...

I just have to go on with my life....

I am a human,nothing in the world can be forever...

Go on with the life is just the only way...

So,that what I will have to decide...

But,I lose them all but not the memory...

It is enough for me to remember it...

So,that's the only way to live in this situation for me...

Why I have to forget the memory just because I don't want to be sad....

I have to keep it in my mind just the way it should be...

Not lose it...even it is so pain to remember....

If I can't forget the memory,I think it should be there....in my mind....

I know what you did,but I just want the truth come from your mouth

I know it...

I hate the most of the liar...

I know the truth but I want it surely come out from your mouth...

I do not understand why you lie to me?

But,at least I want to know the truth from you...

You keep lying at me like i'm so stupid to know it...

I try to be patient but I'm a human...

At the end I will become mad to you also...

Don,t try to keep lie from me...

Sorry ,I'm quiet but not stupid...

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I want to change my trust to the people!

I want to only trust the one who can see these three things:-

1.Sorrow behind my smile....

2.love behind my anger....

3.Meaning behind my smile...

-I don't trust easily.so,when I tell you that I trust you please don't make me regret it.....

I need to be strong....

I don't want to be strong....but I need to be strong because it's the only choice I have...

I know I'm not strong enough and weak...

But,I have to force myself in this situation...

Too many problems to solve...

I help the other to solve their problems but I caught in my problems too...

Help the others even I have much bigger problem to settle....

Sometimes I feel like what I do is always wrong....

So,I try to fix it but I don't know it works or not...

But I trust myself heavily than the others...

because it my self......

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you just the same

I think you are different from other...

but I wrong because you just the same as other...

I think all the person want to leave me...

I think you are so happy now...

I hope you are...

So,if you want to go...

yes,go!!!

I don't want to keep the person who can ruin my heart ok...

So,keep going with your life...

You go on with your life and I will go on with my life...

So simple...

So,I have nothing to care about you....