Broken Heart

What you will feel if your heart have been broken more than 5 times?

You will smile?

You will happy or you will scare of yourself...?

first time my heart is broken it's okay mean that is just a small matter...

But when it has been broken more than 5 times...

I have to still learn how to hope?

Or make sure that all my hope is gone already....?

I don't know what to do actually...

I will wait for the chance....

Sometimes to do it to the other people is a very wrong answer....

I don't want to do it like that....

But sometimes it will be the only choice....

All of you can see smile on my face...

But all of you don't know what I feel inside...

It is very2 worst...

And I sure you don't want to feel it...

Better all of you don't know the pain than know and try to feel the pain...

Sometimes the silent people keep 100 secret and when they smile it keeps 1000 secret...

I can fix again my heart when it have been broken but I'm sure that it cannot be perfect like the first time...